boredom strikes again..

im so freaking bored..waiting for my boy to msg me back. i wanna go out but not really cuz i wanna write this blog. plus im so lazy these days. hehe. i've just finished my exams this week. yippy!! now i wanna go clubbing. haizz...well i've been real bored so i took these pics which is actually kinda funy but dont laugh. =] its kind of a mixture of old and new. so please forgive me.

it goes from recent to ..umm...not so recent...enjoy!!

taking photos just after the casting.

No Entry!

=P

isn't he adorable..i know what you're thinking..yeah deff(cough*bullshot*cough) hehe. just kidding dearie.

i think i look cute here don't you? hehe

mirror-ry

yeah i was feeling kinda kookoo

HOTT!! hehe more like PHAT!

yeah this almost freaked me out.

Dont look at me! I'm shy..

I Love Ferrero Rocher more than anything!!

*Making New Friends*

I've just joined Taylors college abt 3 months ago- 6th July. but unfortunately missed the first day and lost the chance to bond with my group. but after awhile i managed to make friends. mostly guys..hehe.. but ofcourse girls too. its been a lot of fun. i've got a new gang to go clubbing with. and ofcourse my darlin as well. but just lately i heard this fat ass likes me..its that fat indian guy you can see in this photo. yikes! i think i was just too nice to him in the beginning. but now im trying to ignore him. the other day he grabbed my phone and tried to hide it but i was like f*ck you give it bak. hehe. yea i was mean but when guys like these start to like you you'll understand how disgusting it feels. damn he could take up the whole photograph. ergh! seeing him glance over at me is so..yuck. probably i would say he's the most ugliest person i've ever seen. and his behavior is another one. ok enough abt him i dont wanna obsess on something that is soo low. anyways the other friends i've made are pretty nice. but there's this one girl who is like just too open like she's kinda weird but over exaggerates but sometimes nice. and then there is this one guy who's nice but only hang around with me cause i think he just wants someone to talk to so i feel nice abt that atleast one guy who doesn't hang around me cause he thinks i look nice. its so much harder making friends in college. at times i picture myself in high school with my old friends running havock though we're quite grown. we just did things not caring what other ppl think. but mainly i hate mass com to yeah i guess this is all because of my feelings for that. for me it normally comes easy but not this time. ppl are prolly just jealous. hehe. kidding!!=p

Is it too good to be true?

Lots have been happening since the last time i wrote a blog. hmm..lets see...first was the sunway lagoon wet&wild party-21st july 07. on that very day was also the birth of a beautiful relationship..or so i hoped..and still do. hehhe. edwin and i are still going strong...i think.. with a few bumps here and there. but then a again what is a relationship without some fire? =PPP..though we've only been together for 2 months already. can't say much cause i don't really know him that well. now i sorta feel like we rushed into the relationship..or should i say i rushed?? since i made the 1st move?? hehe. i first met him through his cousin at heritage row and was invited to a hotel for some girls birthday party. thats where when i really looked at edwin i thought damn this guy's HOT! but then later on he seemed really sweet. but i still think he made the first move cuz i don't remember!!! heheh ok moving on bak to the story. lately there's been more arguments going on than i expected. getting alil bit too emo infront of him. shedding tears and all. which is really stupid cuz i have never cried infront of a guy before. and i would say that this is the only relationship where there's so many arguments and hurt involved. im so hating that part but what can i do? its not like i start it. hold other guys hand and he goes bezerk. but he can do dirty dancing between two girls all. well i guess he means well. taking care of me and all. but sometimes its just too much. i've already made it clear that i don't want it to be so serious and he's still finding fault with me. but what ever it is i still love him. whether it will last or not time will tell.

Denise's Birthday Bash!!

A great party. One to remember. The best ever. And we didn't even have to drink to enjoy. haha(you know what i mean). Lots a catching up. Almost everyone was there. the good guys, the not so good ones. i lost my fairview book!! hahah. but no matter hopefully i'll get it back. anyways back to the party. it was just great. happy belated birthday hunny. sorry about your present. i left it the damn cab. nvm the next time we meet i'll give you something. babe i love you so much. i will always be here whether you need me or not. whatever it is. you know you can count on me. and ofcourse ser as well. i love you to bits. i love you 100x100 times greater. hehe.

k these are just pictures of that night.

Graduation!!!

26th May-Graduated. It was fun and kinda scary at the same time. woohhoo!!! i've graduated. dun have to see the pl i dun wanna. owh wait! crap i might just run into them in college. owh well back to graduation. it was fun. was taking loads of pictures of each other. bahahahah!!! i look crappy in all of them but nvm.

Nerissa!

Shreosi!
Yea Ji
Sae Mi!
Den & Ser*
Elsie! Mon!


Nilu & Mon
Den &I

Ser&I
bENBen!
Ji, Yea ji&I
mi & nilU
Wins!
Him&Mon
Eun choel, Wins & Jon
Jon!
mi, Nina&Neetu
Seng&Jaturun
Nilu, Saemi, Eunbi, some girl, me, bohyeonBaoro!!
Mon..not knowing that she was suposed to be in the photo, suyin &mi
Minhtut
Year 11..half of them anyways.
Prashant

yeah the after party went to mojos and met some of my pals.

Glenn!Steven!!
David!!

and finally the last person i took a pix with..

Seung Gi

~Die!~

BrIng m3 the Go0dne$s~

Still in exams. but feel more like partying, relaxing. why do things always happen at the wrong time. eesh!! i wanna study overseas. either US, UK or Aussie. but mommy says i gotta do A'levels here. i dun even need A'levels. this is such a bore. even writting it makes me wanna snooze. took whole lotta pictures the other day. ~

~i hate you but i love you. i can't stop thinking of you. it's true. im stuck on you.. you're still on my mind. eventhough you're so bloody clueless and lame. ergh!!

damn i wish i hadn't made the deal with that sick fucker. now i gotta go strip and do dunno what else with him. ahahahaha. got your attention? this was all crap btw.

owh im gonna graduate in a weeks time. can't wait. gonna miss my gfs and bfs. ahh...all the memories, i shall cherish. though i may not say it out loud~i love you!!!

0.0

In the midst of exams>> been lazying around instead of studying. bm in two days time. got another U lined up. hehe. i mean how can you study for bm right. saya akan gagal!! did i even say that right?? anyways right now im just gonna work out. start dancing and loose abit. been gaining>>eating alot of junk for the past week. ok chow...denise i know your reading this. ahahahha. peace out. goodluck for your exams...stop reading my blog and go study. nothing interesting here....yet. hahahah. well till next time. bye. kisses. muaks

Happy Easter?

happy but broken. i want someone but 'he' doesn't want me. well thats what i think. someone tells me he cares. but he says im too innocent...right. and he's just scared that something bad will happen. what could be worse then the hardache of love not formed? its not like he wants someone serious right? fine he thinks im such a goodie. so what? i dun care... i think. the more the days pass the more i feel like i should let it go. but i can't. he's always in touch. its not like i can erase him from my life like how i did to the others. maybe we shouldn't have gone out in the first place. this wouldn't have happened if not for that day. that wonderful day. 23rd march 07. a day i shall not forget. argh!!! if only....if only i could go back in time. can someone please create this time machine so no one can keep dreaming of the 'if only's'?? i know it doesn't make sense. ppl come up to me and say owh rhea your so preety, i like your hair, i like your face. ahh!! sometimes i just get so frustrated knowing that they hate me deep down inside. why couldn't god just create us equally preety or equally ugly. which ever it is im fine with it. maybe in my next life i'll be ugly...who knows..but i dont believe in that. owh well...its 2.20am early on sunday morning. its EASTER!! the LORD IS RISEN!!! ALLELULLIA!!!

Happy Easter mY dear Lovely's