Lots have been happening since the last time i wrote a blog. hmm..lets see...first was the sunway lagoon wet&wild party-21st july 07. on that very day was also the birth of a beautiful relationship..or so i hoped..and still do. hehhe. edwin and i are still going strong...i think.. with a few bumps here and there. but then a again what is a relationship without some fire? =PPP..though we've only been together for 2 months already. can't say much cause i don't really know him that well. now i sorta feel like we rushed into the relationship..or should i say i rushed?? since i made the 1st move?? hehe. i first met him through his cousin at heritage row and was invited to a hotel for some girls birthday party. thats where when i really looked at edwin i thought damn this guy's HOT! but then later on he seemed really sweet. but i still think he made the first move cuz i don't remember!!! heheh ok moving on bak to the story. lately there's been more arguments going on than i expected. getting alil bit too emo infront of him. shedding tears and all. which is really stupid cuz i have never cried infront of a guy before. and i
would say that this is the only relationship where there's so many arguments and hurt involved. im so hating that part but what can i do? its not like i start it. hold other guys hand and he goes bezerk. but he can do dirty dancing between two girls all. well i guess he means well. taking care of me and all. but sometimes its just too much. i've already made it clear that i don't want it to be so serious and he's still finding fault with me. but what ever it is i still love him. whether it will last or not time will tell.

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