Passion I

Last Saturday was really fun..see i went to church with ed and Claire. I'm so holy you see making them go church all. and Edwin so didn't want to be there. anyways that wasn't the fun part..fun was what came after. had to go home to dad be all good. then when he left the house i followed Claire, Jul's and ed to mc'd where they ate and i sat there in my ridiculous outfit watching them. Then it was off to passion or what they call it poppy? hahaha. met some of Jul's frens and a girl was really nice to me..although she was 34 but age doesn't matter. plus she looked to young and pretty for her age. anyways took lots a pictures with the group-which i so desperately want. oh and Rodney showed up with his colleague after midnight. dirty dancing with edwin which was funny and painful to watch. i mean come on he's just too good for edwin..ahahaha. kidding dear. the night was fun..hoping to do it again. With the exact same bunch of ppl. or maybe even more:P

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Completely and utterly blank. have no idea what to write sorry dears. been very very blank lately. and this is only my second post this month. im trying to beat my own record of 40 a year. i think i should set a goal. about atleast 8-10 posts a month. hehe.

At mojos with claire and my baby. oh and shaun too, the guy behind the camera.<10th>

Wrong turn

Last night- I asked god for a sign. give me anything. And i will give it up. I didn't think that it'll come so soon. I already knew that it wasn't meant to be. But i didn't want it to be so. And soon after i went into a deep sleep. My prayer was answered through a dream. everyone was there. except for my baby. i remember especially mon and sha. they both tricked me into thinking that a guy liked me. but he really didn't. i guess that was the sign. haiz..how can things turn out the exact opposite of how you want them to. Sometimes you feel a change coming on and its for the better. then you find out its for somebody else. But at the moment im happy. :)

Signs.

This cannot be..

The second time.. im having a dream of my dear ed cheating on me.. and why do i keep catching him?? And just walking out of the room like nothing happened. Next time i'll just slap him on his face and throw his clothes out- make him walk around naked. hehe. in my dream ofcourse i wouldn't dare do something like that in real life im just too nice. :D

I recall one part after that he came into my room in the morning acting like nothing occurred. i spat everything out telling him thats its over and i don't wanna see him anymore. completely ignored. followed me where ever i went. i went on like a goose repeating it again and again.

It's Over!!

I surely didn't understand the purpose of the dream. Was it telling me that he's gonna sleep with someone? no i don't think so plus he never fails to tell me how loyal a bf he is. So i guess its just saying that it is gonna end?? i guess. ahh. my mind is turning into fudge. dreams are crack.

An Event i would define as Awesome

yep a fantastic evening leading to hours of fun. 20th December 07(Thursday). Had too much to drink but definitely not enough to make us say 'im never gonna drink that much again'. hehe. All right the pictures are kinda backwards. From way down to the top. sorry it just took me ages to upload i don't wanna spend any more time on this.