Thursday, May 1, 2008

1st May O8

Went rock climbing for the first time today. it was so tiring and painful. my muscles are all aching.. well not now but they will be im sure. its was a blast and i'd love to go again ppl!!
some pics of us at summits rock climbing gym. though didn't get any of me on the wall. nvm will have next time:)

Triff, sha, me

ash looking like a grumpy puss.
on thursday at around 1am left for loft.. hehe. didn't drink but it was fun. hope to see you more often eunice:)

eeee..too much concealer.. i look like a powder monkey.



Eunice&I

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Presents!!!:D

mom came back from abroad today- and was moody... but somehow gave in:) and gave us pweetie gifts she bought from america!!


my i-Pod!! whee..finally get one at the age of 18..thats sad. heehee. i still love it!!!

Sherms i-pod..black! nicee


shoes! shoes! and more shoes!! :D two pairs of adidas and 1 of converse. yay!

some cheap earrings as you can see..but its pretty!!


sports bra..and a skirt which was a present from moms fren in US. but its super tight. kiddie size! haha

oh how sweet you are..i shall declare my love to you..

sherms hoodie blazer..


another jacket..sherman's hair is like indian + afro..hahah

malaysian spokesmodel for adidas.. bleh..hehehe


whee..

Monday, April 28, 2008

...

You screw up my frienster, change all the settings, change my password and email so i can't log in and over that the email was your ex's. so what does that tell me. though u dumped her you're still not over her. or was it u that broke it off in the first place? anyways this aint abt her. u made me see you in a different way. when i asked u kindly to change it back u said dont talk to me and then you call me names and shit.
after i ask what happened to you u start apologizing. ok fine you said you're sorry and its been a whole day since then and you still haven't changed my friendster back to the way it was.
anyways i just dont care, i dont wanna get involved in your shit and all in all im just not gonna get involved with you anymore.

Sunday, April 27, 2008

(^)

Edwin Loon- what can i say abt this guy. he's a fucked up bastard!! all i did was be nice to him. i gave him almost everything i could. i bought things for him, paid for him, let him stay over my house whenever he wanted to and what does he do? accuse me of doin things i never did! and today!! -having another number?! and over that saying why did i do that? what the hell does that mean ? what did i do? how can he think that? after all i've fuckin done for him!! that bastard! i never even got another number..even if i did so what? WTF IS HIS PROBLEM!! go and fuckin die u fucked up piece of shit! i never wanna see or hear from you ever again! and i meant what i said in that letter. all u think abt is yourself. u just use ppl. use them for money! for anything you can get out of them!! you're SELFISH, OBSESSIVE, GREEDY, CONTROLLING, DISGUSTING..YOU'RE JUST ERGH!!!

4/26/2008
4:43:52 PM

~ ™ eB dL wA iN nK ™ ~
i already knew it was you from the begining
~ ™ eB dL wA iN nK ™ ~
why u wanna go n do that
R~ withered
where u getting all this fucked up information from huh?
R~ withered
think whatever u wanna think
~ ™ eB dL wA iN nK ™ ~
that was the plan anyways
~ ™ eB dL wA iN nK ™ ~
just wanted to screw u a lil more

you have no idea how much u hurt me. i tried to let this go as easy as possible. but you're so fuckin screwed up u can't end it without a fight. well are you happy now huh!!
the worst mistake i've ever done in my entire life was fall for someone as wicked as you!

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Her*

There she was.. in a distance. the lights were everywhere..moving..in different colours. it may have seemed to be a club. but it was her* friend's house. she brought me along. made me think that we were finally becoming friends after the continuous ditching and silence between us. i always wondered if there was something weird going on.. she always stared..then looked away. and smiled once in awhile. i found it uneasy but she was so pretty when she did. so i followed her the the party. and we were dancing together. all of a sudden she started kissing me. at first it was the cheek. so i didn't think anything of it and i gave her* a peck back on hers. then she eased closer and kissed me on the lips..i looked at her*. but she was distracted by the music and crowd-just kept on dancing not looking at me. so i ignored it and kept on dancing. after awhile i felt something nibbling my neck. it was her*. she was all over my face. making out and nibbling my skin at the same time. i don't know why but i ended up doing the same to her*. she was too hot. how could i not? at the end of the evening we were an item. i heard her friends "what is she doing with that girl? she heard it too. didn't seem to care what they said. i began to feel awkward. what am i getting myself into?