[Lagoon] Again!! <19th Jan 08'>

Was definitely better then the last time. we were actually sober..except for sha's cuz ivan who prolly had a lil to much to drink last night. 0oh! and he reguested for me to be there..hmm.. i wonder. hehe. aite sha today was a blast thanks for not listening to our griefs and forcing us to come:D . oh vid we missed you!! have fun in sabahXP. hehe.

The following- weird pics~ caught in the moment..

Raging Hormones;)

Sometimes you get this feeling that you're under someones spell or should i say you like someone so bad but he doesn't seem to notice you.

well in this case you have a guy crazy in love with you but you don't quite feel the same way anymore. instead you start to fall for his really close friend or someone else you know. yeah this may be due to your hormones. or maybe your guy is just not treating you right?

Its mostly messed up because this has happened to many hopefuls and they claim to think that this is meant to be when it is actually just lust. well thats what i feel but everyone has their opinion.

Some ppl just make me sick though were they just wanna have sex and dispose off the person the next day. really pisses me off there are such things that exist. But however if both agree to this then that's ok i guess. this was some crappy post. didn't know anything by this. darn i can't wait. got surprises!!

Memories of 2007

Sorry i don't have to really old ones..my comp got jammed up a couple of times and most of my pics was erased. this is just less than half of it:)

Passion I

Last Saturday was really fun..see i went to church with ed and Claire. I'm so holy you see making them go church all. and Edwin so didn't want to be there. anyways that wasn't the fun part..fun was what came after. had to go home to dad be all good. then when he left the house i followed Claire, Jul's and ed to mc'd where they ate and i sat there in my ridiculous outfit watching them. Then it was off to passion or what they call it poppy? hahaha. met some of Jul's frens and a girl was really nice to me..although she was 34 but age doesn't matter. plus she looked to young and pretty for her age. anyways took lots a pictures with the group-which i so desperately want. oh and Rodney showed up with his colleague after midnight. dirty dancing with edwin which was funny and painful to watch. i mean come on he's just too good for edwin..ahahaha. kidding dear. the night was fun..hoping to do it again. With the exact same bunch of ppl. or maybe even more:P

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Completely and utterly blank. have no idea what to write sorry dears. been very very blank lately. and this is only my second post this month. im trying to beat my own record of 40 a year. i think i should set a goal. about atleast 8-10 posts a month. hehe.

At mojos with claire and my baby. oh and shaun too, the guy behind the camera.<10th>

Wrong turn

Last night- I asked god for a sign. give me anything. And i will give it up. I didn't think that it'll come so soon. I already knew that it wasn't meant to be. But i didn't want it to be so. And soon after i went into a deep sleep. My prayer was answered through a dream. everyone was there. except for my baby. i remember especially mon and sha. they both tricked me into thinking that a guy liked me. but he really didn't. i guess that was the sign. haiz..how can things turn out the exact opposite of how you want them to. Sometimes you feel a change coming on and its for the better. then you find out its for somebody else. But at the moment im happy. :)