Graduation!!!

26th May-Graduated. It was fun and kinda scary at the same time. woohhoo!!! i've graduated. dun have to see the pl i dun wanna. owh wait! crap i might just run into them in college. owh well back to graduation. it was fun. was taking loads of pictures of each other. bahahahah!!! i look crappy in all of them but nvm.

Nerissa!

Shreosi!
Yea Ji
Sae Mi!
Den & Ser*
Elsie! Mon!


Nilu & Mon
Den &I

Ser&I
bENBen!
Ji, Yea ji&I
mi & nilU
Wins!
Him&Mon
Eun choel, Wins & Jon
Jon!
mi, Nina&Neetu
Seng&Jaturun
Nilu, Saemi, Eunbi, some girl, me, bohyeonBaoro!!
Mon..not knowing that she was suposed to be in the photo, suyin &mi
Minhtut
Year 11..half of them anyways.
Prashant

yeah the after party went to mojos and met some of my pals.

Glenn!Steven!!
David!!

and finally the last person i took a pix with..

Seung Gi

~Die!~

BrIng m3 the Go0dne$s~

Still in exams. but feel more like partying, relaxing. why do things always happen at the wrong time. eesh!! i wanna study overseas. either US, UK or Aussie. but mommy says i gotta do A'levels here. i dun even need A'levels. this is such a bore. even writting it makes me wanna snooze. took whole lotta pictures the other day. ~

~i hate you but i love you. i can't stop thinking of you. it's true. im stuck on you.. you're still on my mind. eventhough you're so bloody clueless and lame. ergh!!

damn i wish i hadn't made the deal with that sick fucker. now i gotta go strip and do dunno what else with him. ahahahaha. got your attention? this was all crap btw.

owh im gonna graduate in a weeks time. can't wait. gonna miss my gfs and bfs. ahh...all the memories, i shall cherish. though i may not say it out loud~i love you!!!

0.0

In the midst of exams>> been lazying around instead of studying. bm in two days time. got another U lined up. hehe. i mean how can you study for bm right. saya akan gagal!! did i even say that right?? anyways right now im just gonna work out. start dancing and loose abit. been gaining>>eating alot of junk for the past week. ok chow...denise i know your reading this. ahahahha. peace out. goodluck for your exams...stop reading my blog and go study. nothing interesting here....yet. hahahah. well till next time. bye. kisses. muaks

Happy Easter?

happy but broken. i want someone but 'he' doesn't want me. well thats what i think. someone tells me he cares. but he says im too innocent...right. and he's just scared that something bad will happen. what could be worse then the hardache of love not formed? its not like he wants someone serious right? fine he thinks im such a goodie. so what? i dun care... i think. the more the days pass the more i feel like i should let it go. but i can't. he's always in touch. its not like i can erase him from my life like how i did to the others. maybe we shouldn't have gone out in the first place. this wouldn't have happened if not for that day. that wonderful day. 23rd march 07. a day i shall not forget. argh!!! if only....if only i could go back in time. can someone please create this time machine so no one can keep dreaming of the 'if only's'?? i know it doesn't make sense. ppl come up to me and say owh rhea your so preety, i like your hair, i like your face. ahh!! sometimes i just get so frustrated knowing that they hate me deep down inside. why couldn't god just create us equally preety or equally ugly. which ever it is im fine with it. maybe in my next life i'll be ugly...who knows..but i dont believe in that. owh well...its 2.20am early on sunday morning. its EASTER!! the LORD IS RISEN!!! ALLELULLIA!!!

Happy Easter mY dear Lovely's

Sports Day! (supposedly).

Sports day was weeks ago but forgot to write in so here goes. won two medals- gold for 100m and silver for 200m. would have gotten silver for relay but got freakkin disqualified cuz of some asshole who claims that i pass the line but i dun think so cuz i was well away from it eventhough i ran back.

Though my house(VENUS) won i feel depressed.

ARGHH!!

When do i get to get the trophy? i know im never gonna get it now. ppl have pictures of the sports day thing but im not even freaking getting it....ahhh so irritating...always gotta keep asking for it.

Fcuk him i want my phone back. that bastard can go rot in hell for all i care. thinks mom is keeping us away from him.. hahah its we who are not wanting to go to him when he comes home!!!

I am all alone....

Tommorow.

Tommorow. Sports Day. Just can't wait to run.
>All my anger. Everything i carry. revenge, pity, sorrow.
>Lay it out all on the track.
>Between me and them.
>If you can't beat them, join em'.

Another damn dream..

Camping. Went with my friends to some kinda jungle. It was just a small group of us. no teachers or adult supervision. all i could remember was that there was a medical room. in the jungle! weird but yea. n i was helping out init. remember one person got hurt. couldn't se the face. n i was dapping the wound. telling the patient to be careful and yada yada yada...
saw my bestie(denise) sitting on a rock. i went and sat next to her and we started talking..dunno abt wat la but having fun and yapping away. Then for awhile i went away. dun even know where. maybe to the toilet. if there was one in the jungle. came back and joined den. nicely held hands with her(ey just as the friend way ok not like...u know wat i mean). Anyways i asked her something and after she replied i was thinking to myself that does not sound like her.
I turned around to look and it was PR!! with the long hair and everything!! i was so shocked, screamed, got off the rock and tried to run off not knowing that my hand was in his. got pulled back and fell. Pulling my hand away but he wouldn't let go. Suddenly my herd of so-called-friends came and started laughing. not stoping to help. they just walked off and one even was doing some kinda motion as if he was gonna kick me. I was so confused.
One end my friends are acting like such assholes and the other...still gripping onto my hand. I stared at him. and he did the same. suddenly the environment changed. we were in my house but same position. this time he was sitting on a chair and me on my marble floor. he got up and pulled me up as well. giving indication that he wanted to be alone with me. yet again.
he walked towards my room and me being an idiot followed after him. woke up after that. i guess i still do have feelings for him but dun want to do anything cuz he's give up on love and still LOVES his ex. plus its no tlike he has feelings for me. Dun even know why im saying this. not even part of the dream. but yea its sad.
told him abt the dream but not exactly everything. and now he wants me to email him the story..yea right like hell im gonna do that. ok well mayb. but wateva. just a dream right. though most of mine come true. but in diff ways ofcourse. blah. know this is boring but just felt like writing it out. who knows maybe i liked it.

Wise Words

>> Work like you don't need the money.
>> Love like you've never been hurt.
>> Dance like nobody's watching.
>> Sing like nobody's listening.
>> Live like it's Heaven on Earth.


May there always be work for your hands to do;
May your purse always hold a coin or two;
May the sun always shine on your windowpane;
May a rainbow be certain to follow each rain;
May the hand of a friend always be near you;
May God fill your heart with gladness to cheer you.

Grad Photoshoot Day!! 28/2/07

The Besties..nilu's missing =[



Minhtut!!!!!

Mon!!!





Close-up





Denise, Nerissa n me.





Jonathan!!!!





Minh Nhat and Mahfuz

Me~






Hye Jeong!!!

Musharrat, Wyn, Ji Eun n me

With Shreosi!!!

me, Wyn, Shreo, Suzy and Nerissa

Group Photo 1

Group Photo 2

I love this picture

wth?...Hogwarts Students!!

With Min n Jon...hottest guys in school (cough*bullshit*cough)

Suyin!! she's so preety here.