For awhile now i've been thinking about something. After i graduated from high school i left all my friends behind. Now being in a relationship has made me realize- I've got no one. No one to talk to like i once had. No one to share itty bitty secrets with. No one to turn to when something bad happens in my family or with this relationship. Its like the whole world has got a bunch of new friends and i never got the notice and now friends are actually running out. Its like it all happened in one day, someone had a party and forgot to invite me. It never use to be like this. I had best friends just a few months ago. But it's not the same anymore. They've got each other to rely on. Feels like there's a photo of the three of us and i've been cut out. But what happens if i don't have ed? What happens if im the only one- Alone. Not in a relationship. No one to talk to. No one to turn to. No one to lend a shoulder to cry upon. People are moving on with their lives- without me. I'm beginnning to see how much i could hate my life right now. Hate moving on the college. Hate leaving the ones i loved. Hate not realizing those who really wanted to be close to me. I'm sorry i turned away.
2 comments:
Oh gosh!
we are here for you..
just very busy dts all..
ben and i are having idiotic probs.
and i havent seen ser..
so dont feel that way.. even we dont get too see eachother..
carnival is on march 15..
lets go. me u ser& ed..
i dont think ben can make it..
u know we lovee u..
if u do need us.
call us..
we wudnt fail to pick up our fones
lovee yah
-deeeniisee- :D
rhea aww i feel so awful..
ive been here all along, ive never left you can always call me make use of tht little phone hehe..yup yup like den said we all love you!
you wan to cry 3 of us can cry together same goes for laughing and bitching and all of the other things we used to do..
love ya babe ! tc
ser*
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