I love you daddy :|

have to go for driving school tomorrow. and the car's got hardly any petrol. and the bloody swine proclaimed that he wont give me cash anymore. i just take a taxi to his god forsaken clinic, he'll pay of the taxi then he'll send me to wherever i wanna go when ever he feels like it. for him its when he's done with his patients and after he gives me two hours of lecturing in front of his nurse.
so i message the bloody swine and he calls me after an hour or so.. said that he knew my mom was in india and he purposely asked me to see if i'd tell him what he thinks is the truth. but mom told us to say penang and he keeps thinking that she's in india so be it. i just asked him how he knows you know just make him feel smart cuz you know she wasn't really there..and he tells me today that i've got no respect for him and i've fallen into the path of eve(according to him it is a grave sin which you can't come out of when eve took the apple from the tree). he said that he asked my sis and she straight away said india(yea he thinks shes so good. she even took so long to tell him. and she only said it cuz you wanted to hear it. if you never asked she wouldn't be bothered to tell you. you said i demand for money and things and you get only ask a few things and you never get it..how the hell would you know if im doin it or not? i dont preach every single thing i do.. and i dont demand for things this is life i've gotta live here.
he started shouting at me and talking about things that happened from when i was born to now. while on the phone i wrote down some stuff on a small piece a paper..the following:
You bloody B. How dare i ask you who told you where mom is? she wasn't even where you thought she was and.. who is the evil im surrounded with? oh its you my dear wonderful father. shocked because i lied to you? omg you talking like you've never told a soul in you whole entire life. bloody B who the hell are you to assume and tell everyone that i dont pray and all. who do you think u are to make all those presumptions about me. "if you love money you will hate god" ?? i've never heard of such bullshit. yea now only you talk to me about finding cig buds outside my window. yea keep thinking i smoke i dont care. it wasn't even me. just another idiot who can't clean up after himself. gosh he reminds me of you.. sorry to bring you in this. i dont fuckin care what you think.