I’ve been thinking. Yeah I do that a lot. Surprising huh? I know we’ve been apart for a couple of days. I’ve finally gotten to clear my mind without your voice breathing down my neck every few hours. And fine I may have went to seek advice from a friend. And what I’ve come to is this- it’s so much better if we just remain friends and I really want to be close to you. I’ve just been so down these couple of months I can’t take another fight or argument. I know we’re very much in love but I feel that I’m beginning to hate you more than love you. Does that make any sense? Though sometimes you very well know how to pull me back and make it seem all right but its not. You just can’t erase what has happened. We’ve gone through too much shit to make it disappear. Sure we’ve had good times but that’s not enough to make the bad times subside. Not with me I just don’t forget. I know its harsh but I’m the type of person who doesn’t forget when a person acts so mean and rude to me I keep it inside. I try to do my best to act like im fine with it. Normally I am but not in this case. I’m so sorry but too much has been going on. You’ve been away for a few days and I actually feel... Relieved. I feel good to know that we’re friends. I’m just scared cuz….i haven’t broken the news to you yet. I hope u can take it. But you’ve been expecting it anyway right? Im sorry.
You know what I think this is good. Im sure you wont cry like you did when you and your ex broke up. I mean that was a real damn nice heck of a relationship wasn’t it. Well that’s what you keep telling me abt her and so I just put together that it is..i mean was. ®
but then again.. i take it all back??
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