Hopeless Case

Can't wait till this is over.
how could i be so foolish to thinkim the only one.
ofcourse there are others
and if not others
atleast one- the slut
the worst part is
i can't do anything about it
just sit and watch what happens
what is going on while he sees me
and her behind my back
is there no end to this?
yes there will be
one day
without no knowledge.
what can i say?
we were never together in the first place
so if i leave.. it would make no difference
cuz even if i was there
i wasn't

i know this doesn't make any sense.
so just ignore it.

how can u hurt when you have never loved?