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Too busy for this. Next post prolly in feb.

There are asses.. and then there's not so asses

Its been awhile.. since then alot has changed. And i mean alot! i'm single..yes i know thank god. the last one was a nightmare. shit ass thought he could ruin me by stealing my stuff, my cash and goodness knows what else. and look who's in the ditch. anyways i dont give a shit abt him. hopefully he gets what he deserves but im not going to judge. I'm happy now. i've got my frens and this other guy i just met:P hahah.. now im packed with studies in november. got my wonderful SATs to look forward to. A'levels as well. just can't wait till i leave this country. oh well.. things dont ever work out the way i want them to.

Troubled

Nobody died. Nobody was badly injured. She had been acting up with the ones she cared about. She pushed away her friends to hang out with her boyfriend. She had hissy fits and argued with her mom most of which concerned her boyfriend. She was very close with her mom. To her, her mom was a hero, her soldier, her armour. She idolized her to the very most. But recently things turned... The last fight they had ended in her using foul language against her. All because of her boyfriend. And now where is he. He ran away from her. After she took sides with him against everybody else.. he did this to her. She loved him so. Now she's broken. And her relationship with her mom.. she yearns to have what she once did. she so badly wants to apologize..but..

can't continue. no reason. just stuck. another write up.

Windows opening, slamming shut. constant noise parades throughout the whole house. bickering, nagging. Up into the very corners of her unsound mind. Her head spins. Eyes wide- looking from left to right in a very haunting, fast pace. Tears roll down her troubled dark face. Crouching on the floor in the very edge of the room. Knees held tight to her face by her shaking hands. As the noise of slamming windows increased in volume she hides her head between her legs and chest. A loud thud comes from just outside her room.

Love and Hate all in one day..

30th June 08, Friday Night-
No matter what happens we'll always be there for each other...

whoops!

kisses for you..

marks from really high heels. ouch

sweet nat..

me messy

yea she was the first one to fall asleep and the first to get on our nerves. haha. we love you babe!!

Another Performance..

busy busy bee.. may 18th. another charity event. at westin hotel. IBU.