Signs.

This cannot be..

The second time.. im having a dream of my dear ed cheating on me.. and why do i keep catching him?? And just walking out of the room like nothing happened. Next time i'll just slap him on his face and throw his clothes out- make him walk around naked. hehe. in my dream ofcourse i wouldn't dare do something like that in real life im just too nice. :D

I recall one part after that he came into my room in the morning acting like nothing occurred. i spat everything out telling him thats its over and i don't wanna see him anymore. completely ignored. followed me where ever i went. i went on like a goose repeating it again and again.

It's Over!!

I surely didn't understand the purpose of the dream. Was it telling me that he's gonna sleep with someone? no i don't think so plus he never fails to tell me how loyal a bf he is. So i guess its just saying that it is gonna end?? i guess. ahh. my mind is turning into fudge. dreams are crack.

An Event i would define as Awesome

yep a fantastic evening leading to hours of fun. 20th December 07(Thursday). Had too much to drink but definitely not enough to make us say 'im never gonna drink that much again'. hehe. All right the pictures are kinda backwards. From way down to the top. sorry it just took me ages to upload i don't wanna spend any more time on this.

I wanted it so bad!

There were two islands. one was where the giant animals lay- meat eaters. And the one where i lay were the normal sized human and friendly animals. the two islands were just next to each other. we'd have to do a great deal of swimming to get to the other island. but they could just walk over because they were just so huge. almost every morning a few of the meat eaters would come to our island and grab the poor little animals from our side. some days even humans were snatched. all these were taken for food. we were so terrified of the time when we would hear their tremendous roar. one day i was standing at the edge of the island with the animals because i wanted to witness it. this huge being called 'Krishna' came(wakakakakka). i know unbelievable. he was about to snatch me when the most cutest guy came along. he brought the great beast aside and negotiated with him. saying that this island is very fruitful especially with bananas. so instead o snatching our animals you could have our fruits. the beast agreed and went back to his island with a banana tree. i was so mesmerized with this guy. he was my hero!! but it the dream it seemed like he was my bf too cuz i was talking to him about some girl named Tina and he said that was last time and he'll never cheat on me ever again. wth?? i know!!! anyways we went back to his house. holding hands and smooching. ran into his room, jumped on the bed and then we saw two boys playing in the room. that was just sad. we lay next to each other on the bed. he touched my hand. then i held his hand and started to play with his thumb. ergh!! i was so looking forward to it. but i guess that's the way it has to be. i wonder if this is the past or the future. nah it was prolly the past. aite till next time. adios.

Strangers

there he lay
i stared at him
he stared back at me
we looked at each other for awhile
and turn our faces away from another
this motion continued for about 3-4 times.
then our group of frens joined.
he walked over to me
we started a chat.
when he smiled his eyes glistened towards the light.
our laughter was together..i shall not forget
we got up to have a walk together
he took my hand
i put my fingers through his
he turned to me
i love you- he said
i love you too.
we drew closer
gave each other a quick peck on the lips

now we were hanging out more often
he was just all over me
i was happy
but there was one thing
this time it was no longer a peck
he'd push his tongue in my mouth
i began to feel uneasy
because the taste was unbearable
but i stuck to it
didn't want to break it
he was too cute
a rush of brown and pink
and me..just brown
i thought i was lucky
to have him
but the truth
he was lucky to have me.

Daddy tried to kill me.

was in my room.
borrowed paint from my dad.
seemed like i was in a hall.
started to work on this blank piece of paper.
suddenly the man starts yelling me.
who told you, you could take my paint.
i asked you!!
continued my work.
he was quiet.
from the corner of my eye i could see..
he took a pillow..
wrapped it around my neck
with full force he yanked at it
felt my windpipe tightening
i somehow got free and ran to the main hall
where my sister lay on the sofa
staring at me..
the end*

Dont worry ppl it was only a dream.

Fighting for what she believes in.

Listen to this.

I had a dream the other day.

And here is how it goes.

I was in my moms room. She had this white, plastic, container which looks like those protein building powder things. Anyways it had a weird name on it called power christ or something like that i can't remember cuz it was kinda blurry and sometime back.

My mom opens it and takes out what seems to be cassettes. I know it was freaky to see this. She slid the tape into the cassete player and it started to role. suddenly a white, blonde haired woman pops on the screen and she is going on about the word of god. She's in a wide area on grass and she then points out to a huge wall which has been enscripted with words. i don't remember what exactly it said but something about the land which was a sacred place and the wall should be demolished. Out of a sudden this woman starts throwing herself at the wall!!!

I was outrageous at this sight. Her face was covered with cuts and bruises but that didn't stop her. The next thing i saw was pretty frightening. Four men who had accompanied her, carried her up where her head was aiming towards the wall and they threw her right at it. Even with her body getting brutally bashed up she continued. It was like she couldn't die though she could feel the pain(constant moans and ahh's). The wall was starting to crack just abit. By this time i think she had already been thrown into the wall about 20 times.

The group of men continued to repeat this motion but this time they threw her into a corner. She got up with fury and was about to demand for an explanation when a one of those men pulled out a knife and stabbed her in the chest. She yelped and then stared at him thinking maybe He was wondering whether she can get hurt. "owh, you wanna see if i" interrupted by another stab through her back. then it came to mind that it was not the usual men she sent to get down the wall. These men wanted her dead. All the four men started to hit her. One took out a bat and hit her till she fell to the ground. In the meantime the men you came with her were wondering what happened and where she went off to.

This was probably the most bloodiest dream i've ever had. Even with her on the floor the men were getting at her from every direction. This time she was kneeling with the sole of her feet facing outwards. A man drove his knife right through her right foot which continued into the ground. She gave a loud shout forcing her head towards the sky..

And then!!!.............i woke up :

071207. Sunway Lagoon.

alisha and baby.

me, sha and ash






lucky guy*
hotness*


the biggest poser i know..:D
sha started puking = drinks
she swore it was cuz of an empty stomach..

cock and bull* hehe
what did i tell ya.
i still love him..
i think.. :)
some baywatch action going on here. ;)
my sweet looking parrot..
now you believe me? hee hee*