Happy Easter?

happy but broken. i want someone but 'he' doesn't want me. well thats what i think. someone tells me he cares. but he says im too innocent...right. and he's just scared that something bad will happen. what could be worse then the hardache of love not formed? its not like he wants someone serious right? fine he thinks im such a goodie. so what? i dun care... i think. the more the days pass the more i feel like i should let it go. but i can't. he's always in touch. its not like i can erase him from my life like how i did to the others. maybe we shouldn't have gone out in the first place. this wouldn't have happened if not for that day. that wonderful day. 23rd march 07. a day i shall not forget. argh!!! if only....if only i could go back in time. can someone please create this time machine so no one can keep dreaming of the 'if only's'?? i know it doesn't make sense. ppl come up to me and say owh rhea your so preety, i like your hair, i like your face. ahh!! sometimes i just get so frustrated knowing that they hate me deep down inside. why couldn't god just create us equally preety or equally ugly. which ever it is im fine with it. maybe in my next life i'll be ugly...who knows..but i dont believe in that. owh well...its 2.20am early on sunday morning. its EASTER!! the LORD IS RISEN!!! ALLELULLIA!!!

Happy Easter mY dear Lovely's