I've Got Sparkle in my Eyes!: March 2007

Thursday, March 29, 2007

Sports Day! (supposedly).

Sports day was weeks ago but forgot to write in so here goes. won two medals- gold for 100m and silver for 200m. would have gotten silver for relay but got freakkin disqualified cuz of some asshole who claims that i pass the line but i dun think so cuz i was well away from it eventhough i ran back.

Though my house(VENUS) won i feel depressed.

ARGHH!!

When do i get to get the trophy? i know im never gonna get it now. ppl have pictures of the sports day thing but im not even freaking getting it....ahhh so irritating...always gotta keep asking for it.

Fcuk him i want my phone back. that bastard can go rot in hell for all i care. thinks mom is keeping us away from him.. hahah its we who are not wanting to go to him when he comes home!!!

I am all alone....

Friday, March 16, 2007

Tommorow.

Tommorow. Sports Day. Just can't wait to run.
>All my anger. Everything i carry. revenge, pity, sorrow.
>Lay it out all on the track.
>Between me and them.
>If you can't beat them, join em'.

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Another damn dream..

Camping. Went with my friends to some kinda jungle. It was just a small group of us. no teachers or adult supervision. all i could remember was that there was a medical room. in the jungle! weird but yea. n i was helping out init. remember one person got hurt. couldn't se the face. n i was dapping the wound. telling the patient to be careful and yada yada yada...
saw my bestie(denise) sitting on a rock. i went and sat next to her and we started talking..dunno abt wat la but having fun and yapping away. Then for awhile i went away. dun even know where. maybe to the toilet. if there was one in the jungle. came back and joined den. nicely held hands with her(ey just as the friend way ok not like...u know wat i mean). Anyways i asked her something and after she replied i was thinking to myself that does not sound like her.
I turned around to look and it was PR!! with the long hair and everything!! i was so shocked, screamed, got off the rock and tried to run off not knowing that my hand was in his. got pulled back and fell. Pulling my hand away but he wouldn't let go. Suddenly my herd of so-called-friends came and started laughing. not stoping to help. they just walked off and one even was doing some kinda motion as if he was gonna kick me. I was so confused.
One end my friends are acting like such assholes and the other...still gripping onto my hand. I stared at him. and he did the same. suddenly the environment changed. we were in my house but same position. this time he was sitting on a chair and me on my marble floor. he got up and pulled me up as well. giving indication that he wanted to be alone with me. yet again.
he walked towards my room and me being an idiot followed after him. woke up after that. i guess i still do have feelings for him but dun want to do anything cuz he's give up on love and still LOVES his ex. plus its no tlike he has feelings for me. Dun even know why im saying this. not even part of the dream. but yea its sad.
told him abt the dream but not exactly everything. and now he wants me to email him the story..yea right like hell im gonna do that. ok well mayb. but wateva. just a dream right. though most of mine come true. but in diff ways ofcourse. blah. know this is boring but just felt like writing it out. who knows maybe i liked it.

Thursday, March 8, 2007

Wise Words

>> Work like you don't need the money.
>> Love like you've never been hurt.
>> Dance like nobody's watching.
>> Sing like nobody's listening.
>> Live like it's Heaven on Earth.

May there always be work for your hands to do;
May your purse always hold a coin or two;
May the sun always shine on your windowpane;
May a rainbow be certain to follow each rain;
May the hand of a friend always be near you;
May God fill your heart with gladness to cheer you.