CNY/ Suyin's Birthday Party.

yup yup. it was a blast. there was steam boat and that yummy chocolatie cake but by yin yin herself. and had a great time with friends whom i can hardly keep in touch with cause of our damn studies. well im too lazy to write every detail of how it went so just look at the pictures.

Ji&I. Forced to slavery! haha...nah

I love this photo. Jon was scared i was gonna pop the cork at him.

Clearing the table.

Blowing out her candles. make a wish su! make a wish!!

Nicely chattin.

Fairview's Angels?....yea right.

damn minhtut closed his eyes...lets take again...

wyn chi stop it or i'll pounce on you!!

weeeeeeee...

us. cards. pillows. drinks....we weren't drinking the beer by the way.

now with shireen!



yeah he finally showed up at like after 10 and was like show me the money!!

suyin's the only normal lookin one over here.

Happy Valentines!

It's exactly one day passed so here goes..

Happy (belated) Valentines Day.

If it can be said then so be it. Spent Valentines mostly sleeping. Didn't bother. Just happily single. hehe. I know i might not sound like it but i am. Not lookin for love anymore. I know i had true love but i lost it to my stupidity. Now i have to suffer the rest of my days being single. Or mayb with someone i don't really care for so deeply as I once used to. Thats the way it goes nowadays. Is there even such a thing as a your perfect match, soul mate, true love? Can what was lost be once again found in another? Thats what i yearn to know. But i doubt you can find the exact same replicate your looking for. It will always be different. You may think that you have found THE ONE! But things change. After some time seeing that one person everyday can get annoying. You start to wonder " Why was i ever with that fellow?". " What the heck did i see in him/her?". Get what im trying to say? There is always that point in time where you won't feel the same way you once did. That is only natural. Don't put yourself down because you feel you made the wrong decision. If it is to end just end it. It is bound to happen sooner or later.

Thanks Ya'll

Two days back. Friday. 9/2/07. Was supposedly my day. My birthday infact. thought it would be like any other boring day. In the morning my close buddies banged into me, giving me a big hug along with my presents. I was glad. But during maths i had this strange feeling. and i wanted to keep it that way. didn't want it to go away. it was sad but some sort of a calm one. But anyways wat im tryin to get through is that the day turned out to be better than i had expected. Thank you so much to those who wished me and to those who gave me the pressies...lots of hugs and kisses. I absolutely love em'.

He's Goin Down Alright.

Bring him down. Bring him all the way down. Show sympathy-no he doesn't deserve any. For what he made us go through...he should suffer and be tortured on earth as well as in hell. Saying that it doesn't matter if we date our best friends ex. Well i thought it wouldn't matter as well seeing that he really liked me. But it was all a bloody lie. I put my friendship at stake. Without even knowing. I had a feeling that she will get hurt. That she still had feelings for him. But i guess i wanted him. To feel the same way she did. Cause i haven't felt that way in a long time. And i still haven't. But i tried to control myself. Was scared for my best friend so just thought that i could lay low for awhile.

But then mr.p had a talk with me one day. Which really changed my mind. Thought that the guy had a soft spot. For all the things mr.p said i actually felt wanted. But while it was going on..which i dont even know wat its called...i didn't even feel like he cared. I felt used. All the shit he told me was just to keep me in his fuckin collection. Well now im out and im so gonna bury him. Im gonna hurt him when he least expects it. Gonna bury him Alive. He's gonna pay for every single thing that he did. That fucking ass gigolo who can't keep his pants zipped. I'm gonna squeeze his balls till there's no 'juice' left to squeeze out.